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Nicola Fay Night
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I'm usually more than willing, depending on what it is :)

I do read it though to see if I will do it, if it is too much work, I won't do it as a request.
Bullying can't be stopped, not easily, so here's something, if it's happening to you, say something. Yea, to your parents and yes to the bully. But here's another tip, don't do it online, and don't do it to be spiteful. Don't get even, be smart. Yea, the words hurt, and cyber bulling is the worse, but those people who are like that, aren't worth the time.

Don't call them names back, let them say it, take that moment, let it hurt, let it sink in, and then forget it. Show them you're more than whatever they believe you are.

For some of the most painful things ever said to me, I have my best friend to thank. Though I will never call her that again, I would also never subject her to the same pain she put me through. Those who say it's about getting even, are wrong. Trust me, I was the same way.

Getting even makes it worse. Don't ignore it either but don't be spiteful.

To those of you out there who are going through this, you are never alone, there will always, forever be someone there, somewhere who will support you. Stay strong, because you are beautiful people, and life is too precious.

Now this message has been posted to both my private and public Facebook pages. Though the last i heard from this person was in September I did continue to receive further messages from others of what she had said and what she had sent them through online. That continued up until December. I am making this note to actually help clear my mind of it. Some of things said were not true, and some things I felt horrible about in the case I didn't actually know the full story. 

I was recently asked by my sister if I would ever talk to her again, my response was No. She seemed a little taken a back by that considering how close we once were. The only thing I could do to further explain was say that I didn't feel that I needed to have this sort of negativity and drama in my life.

As an update, as of now there is no further drama in my life. As some may now I am off of school this year and have spent it working. Which is part of the reason you haven't had many updates. As well as I have been back into playing games, mostly to escape my own reality. I'm slowly starting to creep back into myself but I suspect I will not fully be myself until this coming spring, when i have time to change around my life again.

Come this fall I will be back into attending school, now that being said I am not sure if I will pursue the course I originally selected or if I will choose to apply for 3D Game Animation or Film Production. Those two courses have been heavily weighing on me.

Either way, i do look forward to this fall, to when i can completely start over with new friends and new outlooks.
  • Mood: Hurt
  • Listening to: Krewella + 30 Seconds to Mars
  • Reading: Styxx - Sherrilyn Kenyon
  • Watching: Dracula
  • Playing: Aion
  • Drinking: OJ

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Shinkan-Seto Mar 23, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Ciel Phantomhive (Serious Look) [V1] Thank you so much for faving this:

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Shinkan-Seto Jan 5, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist

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:squee::squee::squee: Thank you so much for the faving this!! ^o^ :squee::squee::squee:

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myberg2 Dec 2, 2013  Professional Digital Artist
Thank you for the :+fav: :hug:
Antauron Oct 12, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank you for the membership!!!
I'm..I'm... kinda lost for words OTL
I was not expecting this XD
And now I feel guilty for not wishing you happy birthday the other day :( x

But still, thank you ^_^ :iconbrohugplz:
:party: Nicola, Happy Birthday! :iconcakepinkplz::party:
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